tomorrow ehh?! anyway... update, update... it's almost been 2 weeks since the last time i blogged. where to start....? what has been happening?! well, i was able to give den a gift... we were also supposed to watch paolo santos in concert, but that didn't push through coz we, yes, both of us, didn't have any transpo... 6 complimentary concert tickets down the drain...

i'm trying to forget that i'm addicted to you... but i want it and i need it... i'm addicted to you... hmmm... anthem of the week...for this last week, i've found myself addicted to this guy... yep, the one i had mentioned in one of my earlier posts... i like him so much that i have forgotten the real reason why i play with/for our parish's choir.. i was talking to jen the other night about my problem... i told her that i was deciding whether or not to continue playing with the choir coz i wasn't playing for the right reason/s anymore... i had lost myself in the middle of my feelings... i had forgotten my real priorities... jen told me that it was ok to hae those feelings coz somehow, having those feelings made him my inspiration (as jen placed it) to play for God or something like that... i told her that i realized how bad things had become... realizing that i turned away from God for my own satisfaction, then in the end, realizing that it wasn't worth it at all coz nothing would happen between the two of us, knowing from the start that he loved this girl that i knew, which made it harder for me to think about... ouch! and, btw, my mom doesn't like him! but that's ok... i just like the guy... we're not together so it doesn't really matter whether or not my mom likes him.. though i wish she would.... and my brothers too... they really like making fun of him! though at times, i do see the reason why they do... but, as somebody told me the other day, they're probably just jealous that's why they tend to do that... what with me being the baby of the family and... unica iha... was that right?!

my birthday is just in a few days... i don't even know what i want to do! i would normally invite my friends over and hang out in our gazebo... but with all the construction going on, i don't think that could happen.. and, the gazebo isn't there anymore! well, it's being rebuilt at the back of our current house but it's not finished yet... hmmmm....

be back later or maybe tomorrow... bye! ..::imnoposer::..