don't you just hate having dreams.. rather.. nightmares wherein you get killed?! well, i just had that last night... i think i was fighting with one of the not my friends people or something... here's what happened: well, at first i was just reprimanding "her" about the things she's done to me.. the next thing i knew, she was chasing me, holding a knife in one hand and a gun on the other. i was already shouting one of our helpers' names but i think no one heard mne screaming... i suddenly trip and fall to the ground giving that i-don't-remember person a bigger chance of killing me. then.. BAM! that i-don't-remember person shoots me a couple of times on my leg... then when she got near me, she stabs me with a knife... what happened? DEAD..

what's weird was all throughout that "nightmare", it was like i was looking at myself while all of that happened... not literally looking at myself, but looking at myself in a magazine! someone made an article about how i was "brutally murdered". it had pictures too! that was how i saw myself... but, the question is, why was i on the magazine?! maybe i got famous after all... hehehehehe...

so, that's it for now! bye!

hey! nothing new... except that i actually had fun yesterday and the day before that.. no doubt about that! of course i had fun coz 1)i actually had something to do; 2)i could walk around in a "cool" environment; lstly, 3)i wasn't alone! having 2 brothers and another guy cousin is too much... then add another 3 guys plus another 3-- that's already kind of deadly! :b the solution? invite a girl friend... as i've mentioned, it was my bro's bday... though it was his birthday, my other brother and i were allowed to invite one friend to come along... so i invited my friend(who i haven't seen for months, i think) to come with me/us.. luckily, she was allowed to since, according to her parents, they knew who we were... maybe because 1)their house is my hang-out which made it my house too! :b and think they're already getting tired of always having to see my face there! hahahaha.. and, 2)my dad is their family's doctor... so i guess that makes it enough reason for them to allow her.. huh?! i didn't get what i just typed! wait.. i think i need to restart my computer... something's wrong again... be back! ..::im|no|poser::..